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Friday, February 24, 2006

arghh ! i hate myself ! i hate it . i hate it , why must i lie to him and myself . *sigh* i hate it .
i regretted what i have said to him . really regretted . damn bloody fucking regretted !

Mr Tan didn come . no mother tongue class .

soon recess time . went to the maths corner to look for him but . . . . . . . . . . he was not there ! so went to the canteen and look for him but he`s also not there so i told zi xuan that maybe he was playing soccer so we went to the basket call court and indeed . he was there . -_-" . . then zi xuan went to look for him then i damn nervous so i walk off ~ ahah . then zi xuan ran back to me saying that he say after school . -_-" . haha . ok then bla bla bla .

soon after school . went to the canteen . hehe . then went to the vanden machin to look for mavis then cause sya was sitting at a table with adam then i walk pass him then he say `` Jolynn . later . remember .`` then ii `` orh ok`` . lol . then very funny lor . the wei ming very slow then mavis at there quick lah . ahah . then i help her lor . then the who arh . lol . hafiq ? lol . dunno coz i was putting the coins then he say `` u put the coin i take the milo `` ahahah . then when me n mavis n zi xuan was walking back then we walk pass sya again what so mavis say `` a`` i think she went to find sya ba coz she thought y sya didn find me . lol so when me n xuan was walking sya say `` Jolynn . lets go.`` then i walk behind him with the accompany of xuan n mavis . then he very what lor alk so fast . then coz he was walking infront of me when i turn to the maths corner . . .. .. he was not there . lol . then zi xuan n mavis shouted `` sya.....`` then no respond . so we went around to search then suddenly zulhilmi n the hafiq ? ( like that spell) came . then i ask sya leh . then they say sya say u have anything tell him just pass the msg to him . then xuan hear le say `` is sya wanna meet her leh`` lol . then later i saw adam coming then i turn back i saw sya then i shock sia . then i shout . =x lol .

then adam say `` only jolynn come . u two(xuan n mavis) go away . only jolynn . then coz the gate can lock ma then sya was inside the maths corner then adam they all push me in and lock us up .then he say `` u two go talk n sex ok`` -_-" lol . then adam say . `` we are the bodyguard``lol .

conversation between me n sya . (have hafiq) too . . . . . ..

Sya: really arh?

Jolynn: huh?

Jolynn: orh . ya . last time (lying . coz adam they all was there dun dare to say)

silence for awhile . . .. . . . . . .

Hafiq: so you want to stead with sya ?

Jolynn: huh ? (totally shock) eh eh eh . (lol . dun dare to say coz they there what)

Jolynn: ya . i last time like him(change the topic)

upon hearing this , sya said something to adam in malay . . . .

Sya: *about to open his mouth*

Zi Xuan & Mavis: Jolynn ! ! !(they came from the other way. zulhilmi they all failed to block them)

Sya: ok lor . then bye bye .

haha . tmr to be continue . hehe . but i regretted what i said to him lah . *sigh*
tmr i will tell him the truth . hehe .

dots . mr tan didn come we still have to stay back . piang . waste time . neh neh . in the 6E so funny lor . xiao nan keep making me n xuan laugh . then me n xuan keep laughing . ahhaha .then . soon dismissal le . hehe . went home with xuan only . ah dan n ming mei so poor thing . after mother tongue supplymentry have to go to english supplymentry till 5p.m ! omg ! so tiring . but after june all the pri 6 also have to stay back till 5p.m . ahha .

then talk to xuan bout many many things . then cause i wanna ask and tell sya something important then i could not find him then just nice adam was there so i ask him .

Jolynn: Adam . you saw sya?

Adam: orh your boyfriend arh ? erm erm erm . he at there (pointing towars the minimart)

Jolynn: -_-" . ahha . okok . thank you .

LOL`~ so went to the minimart with xuan but he not there . only saw han n qi hong . sian ! nvm lah . i tell zi xuan to ask him on my behalf . hehe . coz xuan sit beside him during class . =D
talk for quite long then bus come already we board the bus lor . in the bus i keep reminding her to tell sya tmr . ahahahha . then in the bus very fun lor . ahaha . so fun so fun . i`m lovin it .!

hmm . 4 more days to exam . wish all my sisters , brothers and friends good luck on monday exam `! especially him . haha .

-regretted what i`ve said to you today-

-i still love you-

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